Hi, guys! Today, I want to write about something really important to me. I've decided to create (well re-create, to be exact) a brand new project and I have only one wish- for all of you to take a second and read this post! You ready for this? Let's begin! This story begins when I was just a kid. When I was younger, I struggled a lot: I was very shy, didn't know how to approach to the other kids, I always had new ideas and plans and endlessly believed in dreams! I loved getting lost in my own imagination and I loved creating my own stories so much that that was almost the only thing I used to do 24/7. I was really good in school, my grades were always great, but still, that didn't make me popular. I was never really bullied in school and I am really thankful for that... well, at least not in any hard way or for a longer period of time, but I was also never truly accepted! I didn't quiet care what people are talking about me behind my back (and I still don't and that's something I really like about myself), but the fact that I was alone a lot and didn't have anyone to really talk with was definitely hard for me!
When I was around 11 years old I started to appreciate the time I had for myself and I decided to start working on my own little projects and learn new things. Around that time I made my first Blog and also started to learn about graphic designing. But the one thing that means the most to me is that I discovered Taylor Alison Swift's songs! Imagine being an 11 year old and discovering this heaven-like music by an angel-like singer who definitely has a voice of an angel.( To this very day I ask myself why Taylor doesn't carry a halo around her head everywhere she goes???) This was probably the first time I truly fell in love with someone. It was not love for a person, it was the growth and the collateral beauty I discovered. It was the worth of art and worth of kindness I learned about. My life was changed because of Taylor's lyrics and courage! I fell in love with her music and with her appearance and the way she approaches to the audience, but her character is what really made the difference in my life! The way she tells all those stories in her songs, the way she handles the pain and makes a lesson out of it made me much stronger. It was definitely a long road for me to become stronger! I remember I would come home after school upset for whatever reason: just another lonely day or maybe someone would say something or do something mean.- but this time, when I came home, I wasn't letting that feeling get stuck inside my head. I would go to my room, I would play Taylor's songs and pretend as if I was on a stage performing them. Sometimes, I would imagine that I was in front of my primary school and that I was performing these incredible songs and the people who upset me that day would be in the crowd and wow me. At the same time I was practicing how to communicate with others and I was building my confidence. Taylor also did something incredible for me that changed my life completely- with her songs and because of her songs I decided to learn how to speak English. She was not only my role model and the biggest inspiration in life, she was also my English teacher! Around the time I started learning how to speak English, I started writing my own songs. I decided to start writing my own story and really, only then, when I was expressing myself, the pain, the worries and all of the emotions I carried inside, I felt truly happy! I felt like I was finally worth something and I realized my value. I realized that I am not just someone else's opinion, I am that person that has the power to prove everyone wrong! I am 19 years old now (almost 20) and to this very day I've always been a die-hard Swiftie! I used to have a Blog in 2013 where I used to write a lot about Taylor, but it was more of a teenage-life-style Blog ( link here! ) and I also created another Blog in 2016 that was all about Taylor ( link here! ), but sadly I became inactive because of my obligations at high school and later forgot how to access that account. I've never been truly active on social media, but for the past 8 years I've been known as the girl who likes Taylor Swift and I truly lived a Swiftie life. However, this time I decided to change things a little bit! I am a usually a very humble person and when I have a dream or a goal, I am not the type to really believe in it, because there is always a possibility that I'd fail, so I'd rather always play on the safe side. But, if there is one of many things that Taylor taught me, it's that I should never be afraid of failing, the journey I go through is what really matters and that's why for the first time of my life, I'm not afraid to have a new goal and work for it! My goal is to finally meet Taylor! I've never had that opportunity, because I live in Bosnia and Herzegovina, it's a small country in Europe and I've never had a chance to go to one of her concerts, because she doesn't tour much in Europe and I've also never had a chance to really just surprisingly meet her on the street! But I decided to this time not leave it all up to faith- I decided to make a project on this Blog titled: 'Notayce Meow Project' (It took me so long to come up with this name!) and I've decided to work hard and write as much as I can about my story and about how much Taylor helped me through all these years in hope that she'll read this. I don't look at Taylor as just a price for the fans and if you read my story you'd know that, my goal is just to have ever 3 seconds with the person that changed my life so much and that gave me a light in this world. She is my true hero and I just want her to know that! After you read this, I really hope that you'd help me. This post will be posted to my Twitter account and my only wish is for you to retweet it so maybe I make my dream a reality! Thank you so much for reading. Please stay safe and work hard on your dreams and also be kind to everyone always ♡ Bye.
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Alek Boras
2/15/2019 01:55:40 pm
Post je uistinu prekrasan i tako emotivan. Za neke dijelove imam osjećaj kao da sam ja napisao. Moram priznati da je i moja priča slična. U osnovnoj školi sam bio žrtva vršanjačkog nasilja osmi i deveti razred, ali sve je to pomalo krenulo od malena. Nikada nisam bio u potpunosti prihvaćen. Sada u gimnaziji me (hvala Bogu) nitko ne maltretira ali i dalje nisam prihvaćen. Nemam u gradu prijatelje, i nemam skim izaći a tako bih volio... Imam prijatelje u Sarajevu mada ne viđamo se, nažalost toliko često, jer kada ja imam vremena oni nisu tamo i obratno... Viđamo se samo jednom u pola godine (nekad i rijeđe) ali svaki puta bude nezaboravno. Prvi blog iMagic Club je bio moj prvi bijeg iz stvarnosti. Našao sam ljude koji me prihvaćaju, koji me neće povrijedeti, jednostavno postali su kao moja druga obitelj. Svaki puta kada mi je teško dolazio bih pisao bih, nekada i ne bih napisao sve što sam želio ali opet pisao sam sa toliko srca, i sada pišem također na Critical Ageu. Ovaj post me je zbilja podsjetio na neke moje tajne snove i uspomene koje sam dijelio na blogu, hvala ti što si ga napisala. Slike su prekrasne. Jedva čekam novi post i šaljem ti jedan veliki pozzz! :) <3
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